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Embodied Emergence What is Ishtara Body? 1:1 Coaching

Saeunn

Classical & Intuitive Cellist

 
 
I knew something had to change, but I wasn't ready to jump off the cliff of, like, actually doing the things that needed to change in my life. I would procrastinate; do it in fits and starts. I would try. It was like throwing spaghetti at the wall, where I was just trying to see what sticks. And I felt super alone in it. And I knew that I just needed more support.
 
And what was so interesting for me is that in talking with Beth, just about the clarity of whether this would be a good fit. What actually came up was that I had never been really in a circle of women where I was going to be asked to be this vulnerable. And these are people that I didn't know. I think there was a part of me that just was scared to be too much; I wouldn't fit in. They wouldn't like me. I would be the one that was strange and weird and just too much for the group, and.
 
And I realized through this work...that pain-point is actually healed in a group, not by myself.
 
It was like a fog that I didn't even know was there until it was lifted. I just thought, "this is so much easier." I have so much more love. I have so much more right in front of me if I can just lift that fog.
I often think about it like sunshine. There is a mist in the morning, but it sort of burns off by noon. 
 
Working in groups with Beth was the sun that sort of allowed that fog to clear from my eyes and to really see what was in front of me, which was a lot of abundance and a lot of love and a lot of resources that were at my disposal.
 
I'm so much more at ease in my life in general. I know this may sound cliché but I have learned to be my best ally, to love and support myself in the ways that matter most to me.
 
I was able to move forward easily and efficiently in prototyping and beta testing my new offerings without the hustle and grind I was used to. It was so much easier and more enjoyable than I thought it could be, and I learned so much more about what I'm being called to do in this lifetime.
 
Being witnessed in my most vulnerable struggles and witnessing other women going through their own struggles was so crucial. More often than not, seeing what others were going through helped to unlock a deeper understanding and compassion for what I was experiencing and allowed me to see the things that I don't like about myself or the things that I am ashamed of as necessary parts of my evolution.
 
I had a few reservations before committing; is this going to be worth it? How am I going to pay for this?
 
They were all ways that my brain was trying to keep me from feeling out of control, but I knew in my gut that there was something in working with Beth. And of course, I found the money to pay for it, I made it worth it by committing to myself and to get what I came for out of time.
 
There are so many things that are possible now than were impossible to me before. My perspective of what is within my reach and the resources I have available to me has multiplied exponentially.
 
There is so much abundance available to me, there is so much love available to me, there is so much support and community all around me that I hadn't been aware of and I hadn't been cultivating. My blindspots have been shown to me and now that I've been compassionately made aware of them, I can't unsee the ocean of possibilities ahead of me.
 
One of the most powerful lessons I have learned during this experience is that we are never alone and we truly rise together. The power of community and deep support is immeasurable and the way in which this group has shown up for each other brings me to tears. I could not have imagined the impact that women could have on my life, and will continue to have just from being who they are and vulnerably allowing me to have a front row seat on their journey for this short time. This kind of connection was unimaginable to me before doing this work.

 

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